Beltaine marks the beginning of summer.
It’s a cross quarter festival, a fire festival. There are some serious
shenanigans that go on in Scotland at this time of year and I will get to them
one year. On this late April walk I have to say that the nearest I got to a
fire was to light candles. I was strangely happy to crash into my nest and
watch the light fade without need for a fire. More like an animal than a human.
I often simply didn’t have the energy and sometimes I was in the open and not near
good supplies of wood. I walked the Ridgeway for Beltaine. Six days through the
Chiltern hills crossing several counties. Fully loaded. I carried everything. I
couldn’t pick my bag up with one strap which was made better by the fact that I
knew I would eat stuff and make it lighter. I walked, ate and slept out. I knew
it was possible. I’d just never done it for this long before. And I was doing
most of it on my own.
What learnings from the Beltaine walk?
Never get on a tube with a fully loaded backpack at 5.45pm for one. My train to
Tring broke down outside Reading, serving as a strange homage to the birthplace
of Simon, who conceived of the walk but was unable to join me due to health
issues. Jettisoned rudely aboard another train and herded down the half closed
underground, I started to feel somewhat queasy and then militant. A man was
moaning about the size of my backpack. “What do you want me to do?” I
countered. “Stick it on my head!” Yes, a state of zen calm had not befallen me
yet as I headed on my earth celebratory walk, but transgressing large cities
can wring every bit of patience out of the best of us.
I found my campsite in the foothills of the
Ridgeway just as night was falling. I woke up to see that I was facing east
towards the rising sun coming up over Ivinghoe Beacon. There was ice on both
sides of my tarp. Shaking the glittering shards away, I met a fellow camper
with one arm who was also walking some of the trail. This wasn’t the first time
I felt lucky for my full health as everything took him twice as long to pack up.
He liked the idea of a tarp like mine as it had no poles to juggle.
I packed up and headed out towards the
Beacon, the start of an 87 mile walk along the Ridgeway. I had the most
rudimentary first aid kit ever (second skin and savlon) and wondered briefly if
I should’ve bought a better set up. Or an emergency flare. I decided to talk to
the nature goddesses and gods instead and ask for their blessings and safe
passage instead. There is a huge element of trust involved in undertaking this
kind of journey. If I don’t trust my surroundings how will they be able trust me? I am
walking out into remote nature and I am glad that I am accepted as a visitor into this living, breathing world.
As this walk was longer than the others I considered how to
relay it. What is interesting to me as the journeyer may not be to you as a reader. I have
simply recorded some Highlights and Challenges for the blog, I may write a
longer piece on it later. As it really didn’t seem like there were any low
points, just stages of tiredness and changing heat levels in my
boots. Some of it hurt a bit, but I knew that it would. I did most of it solo
and lived entirely outdoors for the duration. This wasn't about endurance, just the flexibility to stop where I pleased, to be able to live entirely on the ridge and to be independent.
HIGHLIGHTS
Ø The opening sunrise, clear skies and an unexpected walking companion
for the first couple of miles in a friendly local man who told me a bit about
the area and we also bumped into some amateur archaelogists.
Ø Foraging all the trail, for beech leaves, (especially fun being
giraffes with my friend Owen), hawthorn leaves, gorse flowers and other generally
green snacks.
Ø Watching the wind blow across a field of long grass at lunchtime on
day one with a wide vista in the background.
Ø A cold shallow stream appearing towards the end of day one which I
slid into to cool my feet. I swear they steamed.
Ø Being showered with surprise snow at the crest of a hill and hiding
behind a hawthorn tree for cover with several other amazed walkers.
Ø Sunshine and cloud and cool air being the mainstay of the weather
for the whole trip.
Ø My straw hat. I love you. To be fair I could list all my kit and say
I love you. The simple things become very important on the road.
Ø Seemingly endless beech woods with bluebells. It was the perfect
time to walk.
Ø Watching a woodpecker creating a nest hole and bobbing out from
inside the tree. What a creation every spring, to carve a nest out of wood.
Ø Finding tawny owl feathers at a point when I was really tired and
flagging and had to go under the M4 on day two.
Ø Birdsong. Everywhere. And an evening sleeping bag serenade by a blackbird
above my tarp on day two.
Ø Finding a really friendly pub for a drink with a tyre swing outside.
Ø Old tiny churches, one of them ingrained with pieces of local flint.
Ø Big views and big skies.
Ø A self serve café in one local church. Like on my Imbolc walk, a
church offering real hospitality to wayfarers. Especially beneficial to me as I
was outside so much and carrying everything.
Ø My friends Owen, Steve, Kate and Simon for meeting me en route. And
Simon for sending me off in Bath and lending me some kit. My family meeting me
at the end. Owen found us a great bluebell wood to sleep in, although there was
a barking roe deer living in it I could’ve stifled with a blanket as it went on
for most of the night! Steve boosted my spirits with a spot of shamanic
drumming at Waylands and gluten free cake. Awesome.
Ø The extremely helpful jogger who explained where the nearest water
point was and sites of interest without being asked.
Ø The farmer who offered me his hay barn to sleep in. Thanks Steve
you’re a legend. I was dead on my feet and its sweet smelling hay, ivy tumbling
in the windows and resident robin was too good to be true. I called a truce
with a large brown rat munching corn and he seemed to concur. It felt like
paradise to me to stretch out on the bales after a long hard stretch and loads
of hail.
Ø Indian army rations – My evening meals in varying degrees of
spiciness. Simple, quick and took the time equation out of cooking when I was
ready for bed.
Ø I had no gear malfunctions or injuries.
Ø I absolutely loved seeing the old white horse and Waylands Smithy.
Ø Creating poems for each of my sleeping spots, often directed to
trees, to thank them for their shelter. I met a man last year who made up songs
and poems for the land and we talked about them not needing recording that just
the birthing and releasing of them was important.
Ø Trying to get a feel for the ancient wayfarers that had walked The
Ridgeway before me. I identified most with the travelling seller, probably
because of all the clobber I was carrying. What a novelty a pedlar might have
been back in time, bringing new wares, bringing news from other places. If most
people couldn’t afford a horse, I presume people would have simply travelled
less distance or toughened up. I am sure they would’ve walked quicker than me
and been stronger too. And there would have been more dangers for a woman on
the open road. I genuinely did not feel threatened or uncomfortable at any
point. My view on how to improve women’s ability to feel safe alone outdoors is
to, Stop watching horror movies. They are really, really unhelpful. Have a plan
as to what you would do if the shit goes down and that’s all. Expect the best
and prepare for the worst. Just wanted to add that.
Ø The final stretch of the walk and all the mixed emotions that arose.
The hilarity of The Sanctuary looking like a helicopter landing pad. I had no
idea that as a former wood henge the positions of the wooden poles are
currently represented by breeze blocks effectively. Painted red and blue.
English Heritage….. Sort it out! It has a road running right beside it too akin
to the Avebury stones themselves. A shame as The Sanctuary is a beautiful spot and
great vantage point.
Ø Being wrapped into a Beltaine Druid Ceremony at Avebury. A long and
interesting affair where I volunteered to enact a play with 3 others whilst a
narrator talked us through. I inadvertently chose Gwyneth Nap. The celebrant
said, “Its usually a man in this part”. “Never mind!” I trilled. “Ignore my
skirt!” I later learned I’d unwittingly cast myself as Lord of the Underworld
whilst wearing a skirt and daisy covered straw hat and feeling quite mellow. I
quickly ditched the hat and pulled up my pointy black hood (a happy accident of
clothing) and minced around looking something like a dark lord, if not Lord of
the Entire Underworld. I later had to duel the sun god and I had no prop so my
implement of choice was a leek I had plucked from amongst the altar goods, not
sure if that was entirely appropriate but I found it funny and people seemed to
like it, and the whole thing became pretty surreal. (For anyone from Embercombe,
think Stone Soup). The druids finished with a communal horn of mead, which was a
ridiculously fitting end to my journey. I might now include this at the end of
every walk from now on.
CHALLANGES
v Being diverted off my mission by Cameron’s CCTV. I didn’t know
Chequers was a prime ministerial residence. Should I? I didn’t know I was on
the edge of the estate and got discombobulated by a menacing looking black CCTV
camera, missed my acorn sign post (these markers run the length of the Ridgeway
making it pretty easy to follow as a rule) and took a one hour detour by
mistake on a fast A road where I thought I was going to be run over.
Repeatedly.
v The 5 hail blizzards that came through on day 4, the most remote and
exposed stretch of the Ridgeway. Hiding behind a transit van in a car park with
a bloke in it drinking coffee trying to get into full waterproofs whilst my
rucksack got covered in floor mud. And wondering if I had made an error
regarding not bringing a flare as I couldn’t see further than the car park.
v Finding and carrying water. Learning how much to carry. Water is in
short supply on the free draining chalky Ridgeway and some of the taps are only
on in the summer. I learnt to down what I could at the water points and carry
no more than a litre or so with me as the weight was totally prohibitive with
all my other gear.
v My feet taking a lot of the brunt. As I mentioned Second Skin /
Compeed. Worth its weight in gold.
v Trying to work out how to rig an asymmetric tarp without any trees
at 8pm when you are really tired and it’s threatening to rain.
v Bleeding the whole way. This was perfectly timed to day one and
continued right the way through to the end of the walk. Women can sometimes
plan around such things. We used to joke where I once worked that we would come
on on the busiest working days without fail. Amazing that Co-exist in Bristol
has now introduced a policy around this for women. However I am from the dogs
and rollerskates generation of menstruation, (sorry if you are under 30 this
reference will make no sense at all but basically get on with it and actually
do more!! I am not advocating this I’m just familiar with it.) There is a
definite absence of glamour and degree of hilarity bordering on hysteria about
managing bleeding at certain times in the wild. Picture if you will,
de-packaging all the necessary products, lining them up ready to rock in your
tarp-mouth (too low in there to sit or stand) and then trying to remove your
waterproof trousers like you’re going for a Guinness Book of Records speed
trial in the art, cursing as you remember you have a skirt and leggings on
under said waterproof trousers, changing all the necessary items in record quick
time as a black anvil advances from the west bearing buckets of rain whilst you
pray there are no late evening dog walkers approaching as you’ve camped right
beside the main trail with nowhere to hide if anyone does come along to witness
your arm flailing performance. And of course, gotta leave no trace. Out with
the sandwich bags! Shame there’s a lack of bins on the Ridgeway.
v Putting on my waterproofs to go out and stretch in the sleet. I had
to stretch for at least twenty minutes at the end of each walking day or risk
seizing up overnight. Sitting in the sleet doing it as my tarp was too low for
anything was er….….interesting.
v Drinking water from a bottle is a lot easier when a friend can grab
it and pass it to you. My bag was heavy enough that I couldn’t pick it up by
one strap I had to grab both ends and heft it to my knee first. Sincere thanks
to the army training guy who suggested this backpack lift idea to me on the
train to Tring. I think you saved me from ending up at my osteopaths. But
suffice to say I didn’t want to be taking my pack off every half hour. Cue more
large glugging moments, when its better to sip water little and often.
v My camera broke on Day 3. A curse and a blessing. No more stopping
for shots, but all the shots are of the first half. And none of me duelling
with a leek at Avebury. Unlikely to ever happen again. You’ll just have to
imagine it.
v Wanting to do some sound recording and finding only one of two
batteries in the recorder. Gave up a bit easily on that one, as didn’t want to
run my head torch batteries down….Room for improvement next time.
So I did make it to Overton
Hill in six days. My friend Steve also explained the original route of the
ancient Ridgeway, which is totally different to the official map. He also
agreed with me that the recommended direction in the guidebooks is silly as it
says to start at Avebury, due to prevailing winds. The wind slowed me a little
on day 4 but really the lesson is do it your own way and sometimes it’s fine to
ignore the guide books. Avebury is a brilliant end point. (Don’t ignore the
guide books if you are planning to cross the Darian Gap between Panama and
Columbia then do take heed). It seems there is a longer modern diversion of the
Ridgeway claiming it is the real route, although it isn’t. Once you follow the ancient trail you see old
signs confirming it. It’s really strange. The fake Ridgeway crests a few more
hills so you get some more views. I went for the old school route as I wanted
to walk as my ancestors had done and I really liked it. It felt less tramped
and quieter although it was partly on tarmacked B roads it felt good. So it is
done. A walking celebration of the land. There will be more. I might walk the
next one backwards. Just to shake it up a little.